Sitting in circle last week I had a reading ..
Beautiful lady looked into my eyes and said..
‘i want to say you have lost half…. Of yourself.’
Can you take that? She asked..
That is so accurate.
Yes I can take it I smiled.
My best poker face
I miss you I miss the half of you that was me.
You always said we were meant to be together.
Well this is a shit way for you to prove a point Donna.
I miss opening the door to you moaning about the state of the tow path.
You asking me for a cwtch the top of your head fitting under my chin
Breathing in the smell of your hair
Lying on the grass watching clouds finding pictures.
Your random facts and infectious giggle
I hear you saying you know I’m right boi!
Emilia is looking more and more like you everyday
That’s such a comfort.
But I still miss us.
Me without you
How can that be?
I got into my van packed to do to camp and just sat for a min
‘ your supposed to be there on that seat beside me I say out loud ..
I feel your hand squeeze mine
I’m here you tell me .
The sun is shining.
I’m sure it was brighter when you were here.